In a bitter play of loss and pain. My love Nakase and I are no more. We got married, had a series of hard times. We each made our mistakes, I made some really bad choices. Not long ago we went into a time to work things out. She left for her parents on the other side of the country after repeated pleas not to. Then everything fell apart in the matter of days. Now we are simply going through a divorce. It hurts, I've tried everything I could, but in my thrashing of pains caused her even more pain and now there is no turning back. This is the last journal entry I will write here. It's time to move on and not look towards my past and the pain it now holds. Now every joy in my life has turned sour. Goodbye deviants, take care of yourselves.